Hello, Hajimemashite, Halo, Assalamu'alaikum!
Long time no post!!!!!!!!! (>v<) Now, i want to write about me! :) Maybe this page from now on will be my diary, but sometimes maybe i will write something else (>x<) hehe..
Okeeyy,, let me introduce my self. Hello, i am Himaxx, i am a little weird girl! My hobby is reading comics, and i prefer handsome boys in comics than in real life! =D
WHYYYY????
Because they're more handsome of course... XD
Hmm,, you know, english is an international language, in every country you want to visit, even though you can't speak their language, but you can speak english instead. Cause i know my english not too good,,, sooooo,, trough this blog, i want to improve my english skill PLUS let out all what i thought, my feelings, my problems, my emotions, etc... =D
Now let's start with my problems,,,,,,
Girl usually didn't eat a lot right? She will try to looks beautiful in front of a boy or maybe someone she likes right? So she will do everything to keep her body in a good shape like doing exercise and diet. BUT,, i am a irl, and currently i gain my weight 7 kilograms!!!! (=0=) OMG!!!!!!!!!!
You know, a girl who doesn't have a boyfriend and doesn't have an interest in real boys maybe won't feel anything, but me, a girl who doesn't have a boyfriend and doesn't have an interest in real boys feel ashamed of my self when i read a manga with a looking good boy character! (>///<)
WHYYYYY??
Because when i read a manga, i feel like he is staring at me! XD OMG, maybe i am crazy!!!!!!!!! .(>_<)
Okey let's back again.. So, to loss my weight, FIRST, i tried to run in the morning for 30 minutes, in the beginning it works, but the next few days, were rain, then i was waiting for the next morning, but i overslept, then in the next next morning, i was so tired because i stayed all night, aaaaaannndd i was so lazy to run in the morning again (T-T)
SECOND,, i tried diet, but it didn't work, because i couldn't do a good diet, like eating vegetables,, uuggh,, i hate them!! THIRD,, i tried fasting for 5 days,, and i failed again because i couldn't be patient, after fasting for 5 days and when i took a look at a weight scales, i just lost 1 kilogram (T^T)
FOURTH,, i tried to ate a lot of fruits and avoided foods with a lot of carbohydrate,, but it didn't work, after a few days, i just lost 1 kilogram and i felt so hungryyyy (>^<)
After everything i did to lost my weight,, finally, i realize, everything i have done won't help me to loss my weight if i really don't want to do it. So now i just do what i want to do and eat. Even though my weight still N+7 kilograms, i am fatter, and i feel ashamed of my self when i reading a manga, i think maybe there will be a time when i really want to change my self! So just enjoy my life now! Hehehe.. (^-^)
That's all what i thought now. Thank you for my self for writng this. Maybe next time i will write something more interesting or better to read than this, hehe,, (^.^)
Bye~~~
